God's Unending Miracles
by Mary Ann Luistro
Kamusta mga kapatid?
As promised, here's my testimonial regarding our CLP here in Dong Guan.
Year 2007, a group of Filipino's from CFC (Couples for Christ) in Guangzhou, China had their calling to extend their mission in China. They have been visiting other nearby cities to scout for a church. With the help of some nuns, they were able to tap 2 cities. Shenzhen and Dong Guan. They have seen that there are a lot of Filipinos in Shenzhen but there is something pulling them to go to Dong Guan. They were able to get a permit from the government and the parish priest allowed them to conduct the CLP inside the church.
I was still in the Philippines during that time and there came a time that I've been missing China so much! I wonder why? So what I did was to always grab some Chinese food together with my family. Then in my mind I’ve been thinking and hearing the word…Dong Guan (2 xs)... I asked God Why?
2nd quarter of February, my boss asked me to go back to China immediately for some new assignments. So I said to myself may be this is the reason. Then I found out about the CLP.
March 30, 2007; Saturday this is the second attempt of the facilitator to conduct Dong Guan CLP. Nobody attended but they keep on encouraging, inviting and advertising. They even courted the parish priest to help them in giving away some brochures. They found out it was only kept in one place... untouched.
April 1, Sunday. It is my first day in China. I've been wondering how I will find the Catholic Church in Dong Guan city.
April 7, 2007, Saturday. CLP's facilitators 3rd attempt. As for me, I still have some work that day but God is good for my boss allowed me to go and serve during that time. hehehe... confession... uminit po mga kapatid ang aking ulo dahil late po ng 2 hours ung brother na mag sundo sa kin para i guide ako going to church. (grin) Kahit pala andun din kami on time bale wala din kc wala pong participants. (hiyang hiya ako at sabi ko tinatawanan siguro ako ni LORD ngayon)
The following Sundays we kept on investigating/ praying when is the right day to hold the CLP. We found out it should be on Sundays because of the work schedule. For months, we’ve been praying and waiting. I uttered a prayer… Lord, can we start the CLP on my birthday? Can this be Your birthday gift for me?
Alas! A day after my birthday! June 3, 2007, our first CLP right after the 8:30 am Sunday mass. The facilitators targeted foreigners for we are still observing what will the Chinese locals think and also we take little steps if it’s okay with the priest and the government. Before starting we practiced several songs... Then we had few participants, 2 Filipinas and 4 brothers. Our target participant must be 15 foreigners but the attendees are only 6. I said, “Lord, did we fail?”
There were a group of Chinese inside the church I think they are discussing something (group of male, female and children). BIGLANG BUMUHOS ANG MALAKAS NA ULAN!!!!!!!!!!!!! So, kindly imagine bro's & sis. Na trap kaming lahat sa simbahan!!!!! There's this one lady she was about to go out and she can’t for it is raining heavily!!! In short, they are forced to stay inside the church. (hahaha) Imagine 50 participants agad!!! Galing! Galing ni Lord!!! I said, yes! This is your birthday gift for me!!!
We are practicing English songs that time and then they joined us. Imagine? They don’t know the song because it is English. But they listened and joined us by clapping... Then a Chinese male who stayed with us translated the English song in Chinese. They liked it... stayed longer and listened. It was the Holy Spirit who guided us and blessed us with an instant interpreter from the participants! I can still remember their eagerness… the hunger for God’s wisdom… the awe in their eyes… the joy in their face… the warmth of their acceptance…
Our meal for that day came. It was given by a very generous Filipina (married to a British husband) in Dong Guan. She promised that she will be the one in charge for the food for the whole CLP. "From start to finish" She is also the host of the speakers/ facilitators from Guangzhou. (Guangzhou is like Manila and Dong Guan is like Lipa, Batangas... that far) A male bro who's been on vacation promised that he will cook the food. Then a sis assisted in packing. Parang food sa plane ang aming lunch kc it’s a complete meal with drinks, salad and dessert!!! We are truly blessed for God assigned people. There’s the food committee, greeters, evangelizers, speakers, music min, translator!
How the CLP is being conducted here? It’s a simultaneous talk from English then translated to Chinese. We had English and Chinese outline of the talk. English and Chinese songs. Amazing!!! We are blessed for a sis from Guangzhou who’s very fluent in English and Chinese and she can sing excellently!!! Soprano!!!
I realized... Lord, wala naman akong ginawa dito eh. Ni hindi ko nga na lift ung finger ko biglang instant eto na! Ni hindi ko man lang naisip ung ibang bagay, biglang may sagot agad!!! Ang galing mo Lord! Sobra!!! PERFECT!!!
CLP continued... and WE ARE GROWING EVERY WEEK!!!!!!!!!!! From 50 to 75!!! And 40 plus participants were maintained. Nawala po ako ng ilang lingo due to work but still God is performing miracles upon us… upon me…
I would like to add up miracles that God poured upon her spoiled brat daughter (hehe).
The president of the company whom I’ve worked for 5 yrs already mentioned, “you are such a lucky person and I uttered in my heart… no, I am over blessed by God!” Why?
1. I was able to get 10yrs multiple business and tourist visa to US.
2. I had extended trips in US – traveled to L.A., North Carolina and Las Vegas
3. Had time for leisure trips
4. My hotel room was upgraded to… PRESIDENTIAL SUITE!
5. I was able to visit and checked the booth of our rival manufacturers in the lighting show in US without even being interrogated. Some even gave me a lot of free and good stuff during the show.
These are all answered prayers. All I asked God was… Lord, may this trip be a testimony to my boss that you exist.
I was out for 2 weeks due to work. Pag balik ko po, I am overwhelmed how things are going... Then biglang nagkaroon ng di inaasahang balita on my part...
My mom was diagnosed with breast cancer... Biglang huminto ang mundo ko. Para akong nilindol at binagyo!!! For 2 days I can’t utter a word… Though I don’t want to ask God but in my mind it continually played…” I thought Lord you said all will be well? Why is it that my mom has cancer now?” I was too weak, kept on crying and can’t eat. But still God grant grace for he is pushing me to grab an inspiring book “Mary of Nazareth”.
My instant decision upon hearing the news was for me to go back to Philippines. After 2 days, I called my parents. I sensed they are weak and that’s the time I said to myself I have to be strong for my family. I need to regain strength, finish my work then go home. I asked for a leave but too bad GM is on vacation. So I waited and finished my tasks. I told people in the church that I will be away for a while for my mom is sick. I am touched when the Chinese participants said… “We will pray for your mom we hope she will be ok. Jesus will heal her.” Still in my mind am trying to imagine the scene that she will have mastectomy and chemo therapy. So I planned to list stuff that she might need. I want everything to be comfortable for her. I’ve been asking people from the house when is my mom’s operation. Though am scared for her, I told them that mommy needs to be operated ASAP for am scared that the cancer cells might spread.
I was hesitant to serve in the CLP for I know I am weak. But God grant grace and spoiled me that weekend for He gave me brothers who spoiled me so much!!! They carry my bag, bring me to the park, always crack jokes that made my jaw ache, treat me pizza and send me home. I can’t forget they’re words… “Ops ops mga boys lang (in paying the bills) and hindi ihahatid ka namin pauwi. Gabi na at isa pa nagiisa ka lang babae pa naman.” (my place is 30 mins away from their place and it’s costly. I missed the brothers in Lingkod but God gave me brothers in China!!!
Aug.24, 2007 mommy’s scheduled operation. But she had it postponed. Instead, she went to a healing nun in tagaytay. When I found out what my mom did, it became a wake up call for me. Yeah! Why is it that I am too afraid and too problematic about the incident? I have a God who can heal my mom!!! That night I prayed, cried and pleaded God to spear the life of my mom. Then stories in the Bible keep on flashing in my mind… the mother with a daughter with hemorrhage, the centurion man who pleaded God to heal his servant, the woman with a hemorrhage who touched the cloak of Jesus and was healed. I felt that Jesus is telling me… Me-an, where is your faith? Then the story of Peter when he followed Jesus on the sea… Yes, where is my faith? I uttered a prayer.
“Jesus, you said ask and you shall receive, seek and you shall find, knock and the door will be opened unto you… so now, I am asking, pleading you, please heal my mom! I am asking you O Father as a daughter to heal and spear the life of my mom! You can touch her right now O Jesus and she will be healed. You can say it and she will be healed. A single blow or a snap can make her heal. You can bind her cancer cells and placed it under the foot of your holy cross and it will be gone. I believe O Lord in your power!
As your servant, I am asking and pleading you… but it’s up to you now. May Your Holy will be done unto my mother. I know and I am confident she will be healed! Then our Father said, “I am a not a God who will give you a snake when you ask for fish”.
After that prayer, I’ve been confident and happy. I don’t know but all I can say is that my heart is smiling again. I am back! Yes! God regained my strength!!! God grant me grace to believe that He can heal mommy!!!
Aug. 25, 2007. Papa took the result of my mom’s mammogram. The result…NEGATIVE! I was very happy and I wanted to jump!!! But I’m a bit confused on how I feel… In my heart I know there is a 17% doubt and in my mind I wanted to ask… Is it true Lord? You healed my mom? (May be this time our Lord is raising an eye brow to me. Hahaha!!!)
Aug. 26, 2007 CLP graduation! All of the bro’s and sis even the Chinese are asking how is your mother? Then I said, she was healed!!! From the mammogram result, there is no cancer! NEGATIVE!!! When I was telling this to my bro’s and sis in Dong Guan church, they are so happy. Some got teary eyed. Others got goose bumps. Then I question myself, why I didn’t react that way? May be that 17%, I am scared what if it the result was wrong? Then a sister said, claim it Me-an claim it!!!
Yes!!! 22 participants graduated from the CLP which consists of 13 females, 6 males and 3 Pinoy brothers! But during the graduation, 50 local Chinese attended. It was held in Guangzhou for we have a bigger hall there. We hired bus to bring them to Guangzhou. It’s 1 hour and 30 minutes time travel from Dong Guan to Guangzhou.
We had Filipino visitors also including 2 Filipino priests from Cebu! And Filipino food from Cebu too!!! Yes!!! We had confession during the last talk of the CLP. I went to confession also and mentioned to father about my faith that 17% doubt in my heart. I will not forget what he said, “If I am God though I am only human, I will tell you… don’t you know that I am only kidding on you?” Then I imagined may be God winked on me and smiled. Father is also teary eyed.
Father, the Filipino priest, shared my mom’s story during his homily in Guangzhou Cathedral. He was surprised for he thought the people who will be attending the mass are the one present during the CLP. He thought may be around 75 to a 100 people only. But no, the whole Cathedral was jam packed by foreigners and Chinese for that is the only English mass every Sunday. Of course father wasn’t allowed to celebrate the mass in the Cathedral but he was able to give homily.
From Guangzhou, we went back to Dong Guan to attend the 10pm underground mass in Dong Guan. It was a very memorable event in my life for it is an answered prayer… a prayer that I’ve been praying for 2 years already. I’ve been asking, Lord, I hope I can attend an underground mass in China. The setting of our mass, the dining table was turned into an altar and we are seated around the table just like the last supper! Yes we are 12! The foreign husband of our generous Filipina (food committee) also joined us in the mass. I was blessed to know that he is a Protestant before and was converted to Catholic! The husband supported all of the wife’s religious activities!!! Amen!
During the homily, the priest asked us to share about our life experiences here and how God is working in our lives. From the sharing, I was able to know how our Lord is transforming the lives of everyone that the brothers are very happy and felt that they are floating in the air for they were able to finish and graduated with awards in the CLP, won their basketball game even if they are not in the game for they chose the CLP and asked God bahala ka na sa game. The brother’s word was… “ang basketball parati kong malalaro yan, pero ang CLP minsan lang ako makaka graduate”
As for me, I shared all of the miracles that God blessed me. There are no words that can truly express my joy! If you imagine a clear glass with an ice cream, then God poured a coke… It creates foam it is overflowing, spilling and I said Lord it is overflowing already… spilling! Then God said it is not enough my dear it is not enough… Then He keeps on pouring the coke. Sometimes I asked myself, am I dreaming Lord?
Our generous Filipina and her foreign husband now realized why his husband was assigned in China for they are already settled in Cebu. She said, now we are able to see the panoramic view why we are brought here in China.
God is so great! So perfect!!! We had it all!!! PERFECT!!!
It was an answered prayer again to have a Filipino priest visitor in China. We received grace from confession. Others even shared that this is his first time again to go to confession after 8 years. And he said the feeling is different. Para daw nahugasan ang kasalanan nya. Yes, there is grace upon going to confession!!!
All of these are answered prayers! A miracle that happened in my life. An awesome blessing! All of the people who heard about my story said… You are so blessed and loved by God! I know I need to do more… more tasks for His greater glory!!!
Thank you for your prayers my beloved brothers and sisters! My mom would like to extend her thanks to all of you. She was deeply touched when I told her that all of my friends from Lingkod, CFC, Opus Dei and Dong Guan CLP (Chinese locals) are praying for her.
Now I understand the vision I had 2 years ago… about the lights. It was night and the only light that I can see was the tree lights apart from each other. They form a triangle if you connect the lights together. Before, I wonder about it. But now, God revealed it to me. The 3 lights are the 3 communities who have been praying for one another. Lingkod, CFC and Opus Dei. Now I am in CFC-Singles but still treasure the memories, lessons and values I learned in Lingkod. Opus Dei in Macau (2.5 hours by bus, part of China, like Hong Kong) is a center from where God allowed me to attend recollection and have spiritual direction once a month.
From what Pope John Paul 2 said, “Filipino’s are the light of Asia.”
And from what father, our Filipino visitor priest mentioned before we depart that night… “You are in the fore front and we are only in the Philippines to pray for you.”
God fulfilled His promise to me when I accepted His call for me to go back to China… “All will be well my daughter… all will be well..”
Let’s continue to pray for one another bro’s and sisters. This is not the end but only the beginning! May our Lord reigns in our hearts forever!!! May we bring His light to the ends of the earth! We are truly the Light of the World and Salt of the Earth!!! All is well… all is well!!! Amen!